there are things that i don’t understand right now. lots of waiting, saying yes, saying no, flying out for quick trips here and there. people tearing me down, asking for more than i can give, and leaving me feeling helpless. is it supposed to be like this?
prayer is the only thing holding me together. one day i’ll look back at this moment as just a bump in the road that was leading me in the right direction all along, but it sure does hurt.